Rounds

 

Rounds

The skies of sunlit days have blues and whites

That give us cause to simply breathe and be.

The skies of moonless nights are dark, with lights

As distant as unaided eyes can see.

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There comes the dawn—that rising sun again—

And then the morning, noon, and afternoon,

And then the dusk—and then that night again,

Until the time that often comes too soon—

Or just in time for some, for others late,

When silently we’re told it’s time to end

The rounds that mark our lives and yield to fate—

To start the sleep that then will never end.

We know what waits us, yet we live as though

The day that is a life will be as bright,

As life proceeds, as in its fullest glow—

Until we see its evening turn to night.

******

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How many rounds before, how many after

The current round of hours, of seasons, years?

How many smiles, how much of merry laughter?

How much of pain, how many more of tears?

****** 

Our lives are threaded through with darkness, light—

With joy and sorrow, pleasure braiding pain.

And so we weep and so we know delight—

As hunger makes us savor food again.

A life to live—and then to leave—ah yes—

With eyes that saw the sun and moon and stars,

With rounds enlivened by the human mess

But blighted sore by lies and endless wars!

So just as night and day are needed, both,

So also might be all our joy and grief—

Like sleep and waking, diligence and sloth,

Like thirst and quenching, reason and belief.

2025, April 11th, Fri.

Berkeley, California 

Bho'e cher'e o'nto're de'kh-ভয় ছেড়ে অন্তরে দ্যাখ্-To Look, with Love, Within

ভয় ছেড়ে অন্তরে দ্যাখ্ 

যে দেশে জন্ম, যে দেশে মরণ,

যে দেশে সফর, বাসা—

সে সব দেশে, ক্ররতার সাথে,

বয়েছে ভালবাসা।

দুটোই দেখেছি, দুটোই ছুঁয়েছি,

দুটোর-ই করেছি পান।

ক্রমশ বুঝেছি, প্রতি দেশেই

দুটোর-ই ভাটা ও বান। 

  

****** 

যেমন শত্রু, যেমন মিত্র, 

বুঝেছে কবীর-রুমি,

শুখ-দুঃখে, বাসনা-ব্যথায়,

তেমন-ই আমি-তুমি।

রাতের শেষে, ভোরের আলো,

সাঁঝের শেষে রাত—

এ ভাবে আসে, এ ভাবে যায়

জীবন, শাসন, জাত। 

****** 

নেই কোনো নিচু, নেই কোনো উঁচু,

আছে শুধু আসা-যাওয়া, তাই—

শান্তিতে এসে, শান্তিতে থেকে,

শান্তিতে যাওয়া যেনো পাই।

নেই কোনো বেড়া, নেই কোনো পর—

অন্তরে-অন্তরে এক।

তাই ব’লি তোরে, ‘হৃদয়ের আঁখে

ভয় ছেড়ে অন্তরে দ্যাখ্’।

বুধবার, ১৩ই নভেম্বর, ২০২৪ খ্রি.

বার্ক্লি, কালিফর্নিয়া 

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To Look, with Love, Within

The land of birth, the land of death,

The lands of journeys, ends:

In all these lands, the rivers flow—

Of cruelty and care.

I’ve seen and felt their presence, yes—

I’ve tasted both their waters.

In every land, I’ve realized, 

These rivers ebb and surge.

******

As with the foe, so with the friend—

As Kabir and as Rumi had seen—

In joy and in war, in pleasure and pain, 

So also with me and with you.

At the end of the night, the light of dawn;

At the end of the dusk, the dark.

And so they come, and so they go—

The lives and the reigns and the species. 

******

There’s neither a higher or lower, my friend—

There’s only the coming and going. 

Arriving in peace, remaining in peace,

In peace let us die and depart. 

There’s neither a “self” nor an “other”—no,

In essence, we each are the same.

Let us leave aside fear and venture to dare

To look then, with love, within.

2024, Nov. 13, Wed.

(transl. from Bengali to English, Nov.16)

Berkeley, California

No Verses

 
No Verses
.
So many verses written—scribbled, typed,
And posted, sent to others far away.
So many more that come at times to mind—
From where—and wherefore—who can truly say?
.
Adrift upon the stream, we near the sea
And hear, afar, the waves that crash and roar.
We sense the dark—the endless, waiting deep.
No verses there—or minds—for evermore.
.
******
.
The dawn that once brought hope now brings despair
As tens of thousands die—or wish they could—
As those who live are filled with grief and pain—
And most, who witness, now have understood
.
That evil often triumphs, laying waste
To all that’s good and precious: tenderness
And quietude—and love and due respect—
As Mammon grins and profits from duress. 
.
****** 
.
How many are the ones who've died in waves,
As lands were conquered or were laid to waste, 
As guns and bombs replaced the clubs and swords,
And Greed and Fear infected all with haste?
.
I hear the children laugh; I hear them weep.
I hear the dying, burned and blasted, moan.
I fear departure, leaving those I know
To fend for selves, with others, or alone.
.
****** 
.
But who among us chooses time or place
To enter or to exit from the stage
On which we walk and act and say our words—
And then depart—at ripe or tender age?
.
The dusk, descending, whispers now of night,
And I will venture out, beneath the stars,
To breathe and try to find a passing peace,
As all around delight in distant wars.
.
****** 
.
So many verses written—scribbled, typed,
And posted, sent to others far away.
So many more that come at times to mind—
From where—and wherefore—who can truly say?
.
Adrift upon the stream, we near the sea
And hear, afar, the waves that crash and roar.
We sense the dark—the endless, waiting deep.
No verses there—or minds—for evermore.
.
2024 October 3rd & 5th.
Berkeley, California
.

Tides

 
Tides

The rhythms of the skies and seas,
The cycles of our lives,
The beats within the lines I write,
The pulse of breath and blood…

As women feel, in their fertile years,
Their monthly rises, ebbs,
So we each can sense the beating heart,
The in and out of breath…

******

The days and nights—they alternate.
The moon—it waxes, wanes.
The seasons come and go and then
They come and go again.

We're carried by the tides that surge 
Around us and within.
So life proceeds, with birth and youth—
And then with age and death.

But these—the seasons of our lives—
They never will return
Within a generation, yet
Will rise and ebb in turn

For others, just as they have done
For generations past.
So let us breathe and be in peace 
Until we breathe our last.

******

But where we see there’s sorrow, should
We choose to look away—
Or strive instead, with every breath,
To ease the weight of pain?
 
For how can we remain at peace
As others suffer, die—
And truth itself has been dispatched
Or hidden by the lie?
 
******
 
The tides of justice turn in time
But not without our aid.
However small we are, we still
Can help to turn the tide.
 
Together, we can try to turn
Towards sanity and peace,
So justice, long denied, is served,
And manmade sorrows ease.
 
2024 Aug 3rd, Sat.
Berkeley, California
 

Backyard in the Northern Summer

 
Backyard in the Northern Summer

The backyard’s long remained untouched,
Except by cats, raccoons,

Whose paths are marked by grasses bent
Beneath, beside the trees.

The many shades of green ascend
Towards a sky of blue.
The sun is almost overhead
And bathes us with its brilliance.

****** 

In tropic climes, the summers could 
Be times of misery. 
In northern lands, we welcome them
For the blessings summers bring— 

Relief from winter's cold and dark,
Relief from snow and rain—
A chance to see the sunshine and
To feel its warmth again. 

****** 

And there, within the dappled shade
Where weeds and grasses grow,
The breeze is moving shadows, leaves
Amidst the green and coolth. 

Little beings shelter there,
Living out their lives.
And some are roused, and others sleep,
As sun traverses sky. 

****** 

A life of work and hurried haste,
Of rarely seeing the sky,
And now—this languor in the sun
In a backyard, wild, untended— 

Where hummingbirds at times are seen
And squirrels, jays compete,    
And one can savor bits of peace, 
While aged and in defeat. 

2024 July 15th, Tue.
Berkeley, California

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These backyard photos were taken on 2024 Aug 6, about 3 weeks after the writing of the text. In between, the grass had been cut and the bigger wild plants pulled out. So the backyard had finally received some tending.  I had also been washing, drying and sunning bed clothes in preparation for visitors. 

Buker bhalobaxa-বুকের ভালবাসা

 

বুকের ভালবাসা

রাজ্য, রাষ্ট্র আসে, যায়, 

বেলার ছায়ার মত— 

যুদ্ধ, বিবাদ, জয়, পরাজয়, 

হত্যাকাণ্ড যত।

দিনের সূর্য ওঠে, নামে, 

রাতের চন্দ্র তারা—

জোয়ার-ভাটায় দিন কেটে যায়,  

ঋতু, বছর সারা।

কত কান্না, কত হাসি, 

কত দুঃখ, সুখ—

জন্ম-জীবন-মরণ মালায় 

কোটি কোটি মুখ।

এই জীবনের স্মৃতি আসে—

যেনো গতকাল। 

দেখতে দেখতে দিন চলে যায়— 

এই আমাদের হাল।

ফুলের গন্ধ, সাঁঝের ছায়া, 

দিন-দুপুরের আলো। 

জলের শব্দ, গাছের দোলন, 

বুকের বাসা, ভালো।

 

শনিবার, ৩০ মার্চ, ২০২৪ খ্রি.

 বার্ক্লি, ক্যালিফর্নিয়া.

Po'taka lal-পতাকা লাল

 
পতাকা লাল

ভোরের আলোয় এসেছে আশা,
এসেছে সাহস, শান্তি। 
সাঁঝের বেলায় ফিরেছে ভীতি, 
ফিরেছে আলস, ক্লান্তি।

আঁধার-আলোর জোয়ার-ভাটায়
ভেসেছি জীবন ধ’রে। 
পেয়েছি দৃষ্টি, পেয়েছি শক্তি, 
দিয়েছি ভক্তি, ওরে! 

জীবন-সন্ধ্যের প্রবাহে, ক্রমশ,
চিত্তের করুণ হাল। 
পেয়েছি ফিরে, তবুও, ধীরে, 
পুরনো পতাকা, লাল।

শুক্রবার, ৯ ফেব্রুয়ারি, ২০২৪ খ্রি. 
বার্ক্লি, ক্যালিফর্নিয়া

Between

 
Between

In wintry climes, we greet the sun with joy. 
In torrid ones, we welcome cloud and rain.
So also, what for some is pleasure might
For others be instead a source of pain.

******

Our memories link us to the vanished past.
Imagination helps us look ahead.
These things have surely been among our strengths,
But might at times be maladies instead.

So recollection may console, inform,
Anticipation clear the murk ahead,
But misery, when relived, prolongs the pain—
And anxious thoughts may fill our minds with dread.

To live within the present time is best,
As that is really all we have at hand. 
And yet, the future and the past are bridged
By this—the passing now upon the strand.

****** 

One by one, the stars appear within
The dark that spreads across the sky at night.
Between the cold and fire, we live and die—
Between the past and future, darkness, light.

2023 February 6th, Mon.
Berkeley, California

Poetry—and Fortune

 
Poetry—and Fortune

Poetry, in you I found a solace true—
Depicting, in a foreign tongue, what I 
Perceived of worth, in spite of all we rue  
In this, the world we’re in, not knowing why 
We came—or whence—or where we’re going to.

And then, on finding, buried deep within, 
My own forgotten tongue, whose cadence I
Had gained in childhood, through my closest kin,
And then had seemed to lose—and left to die,
I found the strength to turn—and so begin. 

******

How rarely do we get, alas, this chance
To find again what we had thought we’d lost!
As one by one the words began to dance
Upon my tongue, not asking for the cost 
Of long neglect, I felt the grace of Chance—

That goddess, yes, to whom we rarely pray,
Who yet determines what we are and do,
Whose willful whims we must perforce obey—
Who spins, upon her fingers, me and you—
And only rarely kisses us—in play.

******

And so the prosody of Greece and Rome
Had passed, through western isles, to a distant land—
Where I, like others, spoke a tongue at home
And learned, in school, to speak and understand
Another that we made in part our own—

And then had met the rhythms, side by side, 
Of a lilting tongue of sky and sun and field—
Of cloud and rain and rivers flowing wide—
To clash with these and then to merge and yield—
To birth the waves that motes like me could ride.

2023 January 26th, Thu.
Berkeley, California

The Path Taken

 
The Path Taken
 
There's neither a heaven nor a hell that waits
As pat for virtue or as rod for vice.
Justice is not served within a life
Or afterward. Our hopes are often dashed 
And all our labors blindly set to naught.
 
And yet we strive for what we feel is best,
And yet we hope for justice for ourselves
And others. This gives meaning to our lives.
We walk upon the road and look ahead—
As otherwise we might as well be dead.
 
******
 
There’s light and darkness, coupled each to each.
There’s joy and sorrow, pleasure-pain, entwined.
There’s fear and anger, jousting with desire—
And love, compassion with their opposites.
There’s deep attention—and impatient haste.
 
So also: “good” and “evil”; fog and clarity;
Truth and falsehood—and what’s in-between;
The stress of conflict—and the grace of peace.
We walk within the pulsing and the breath—
The yang and yin of birthing, life and death.
 
*****
 
We humans often think that we’re unique—
Forgetting every species also is.
The times we’re in, despite the Internet,
Are full of things that stress and isolate
Us—each from each—or else distract and blind.
 
We walk alone and yet at times we find
A hand that reaches out to us to help
Or just to touch us, so we know that we
Are not alone—and share the sentient plight.
And when we do the same, we share the light.
 
2022 August 30^th, Tue.
Berkeley, California
 

Times and Seasons

Times and Seasons
 
Our dawns were then like rising tides,
Our dusks were gentle ebbs—
And every time of day had moods,
Reflected in our minds.
 
******
 
Our days and nights were full of hope,
As joy was in the air.
Though suffering was all around,
We did not then despair.
 
The times have changed and we have aged,
Yet dawns and dusks proceed—
And seasons come and seasons go
Of sun—and fear and greed.
 
Our days have darkened and our nights
Are not of restful sleep.
We slide towards the precipice
And glimpse the waiting deep.
 
******
 
The seasons of our lives, once lived,
Do not return again.
And so, while still in fading light,
The darkness is embraced.
 
2022 June 24^th, Fri.
Brooklyn, New York

The Song Primeval

 
The Song Primeval
 
The songs we sing have words and tunes
And ancient, primal roots.
We sang before we talked, perhaps,
And songs transcend our speech.
 
** * * * *
 
There is that pulse within our arteries,
That rhythm of the breath,
And all the cycles of the many worlds
Of which we are a part.
 
The buzz of pleasure and the stab of pain,
The happiness and grief:
They each vibrate within our bodies, minds
And also in our songs.
 
** * * * *
 
We hear the shaman and the medicine man
And feel that primal bond—
That strong connection to the universe
That many now have lost.
 
So also in the temple, synagogue,
Gurdwara, church or mosque—
As in the chanting at the Buddhist math—
We hear the spirit-sound—
 
** * * * *
 
The sound from deep within that when intoned
Out in the open air
Then calls to Sky and calls to Earth—
To Mountain, Stream and Wind—
 
And reaches out to all of life on Earth
And seeks to reach, it seems,
To whirlpool-galaxies of fiery stars,
With all their planets, moons.
 
** * * * *
 
And so the songs we hear in foreign tongues
And those of insects, birds—
And whales that sing across the ocean leagues—
Are recognized as bits
 
Of that great song that binds the universe
That dances to its tunes and beats—
In rhythms fast and slow, with life and death
And all the victories and defeats.
 
* * * ** *
 
The songs we sing are ancient ones
In newer forms reborn—
As some have said of life itself
That cycles through its births.
 
2022 June 22^nd, Wed.
Brooklyn, New York
 

Living

Living
 
I had listened to the singing.
I had watched the swaying dance.
I had seen the spinning shaman,
As he muttered in his trance.
 
I had learned from sight and hearing.
I had spent my youth in books.
I had tried to act with courage.
I had shied away from crooks.
 
I had seen the clouds go sailing
In the ocean of the sky.
I had seen the stars in splendor
And had thought, “I now can die.”

 
******
 
I had touched and I had tasted;
Scented fragrances and stinks.
I had savored; I had suffered;
I had seen and felt the links.
 
Those yesterdays, remembered,
Inform my life today.
In the darkness of December,
There’s still the light of May.
 
As we age, we lose our fellows.
As the loss exceeds the gain,
We are led to learn to treasure
The ones that still remain.
 
******
 
We have walked a while together—
And when we each depart,
We still will be connected,
As we’ve bonded, heart to heart.
 
And when I’m gone, you’ll find me
In the song and in the dance.
In the shaman, I’ll be speaking,
As he’s deep within his trance.
 
You will find me in the valleys,
In the shaded little nooks.
You will sight me in the mountains
And you’ll hear me in the brooks.
 
******
 
In the mist that sleeps in valleys,
In the clouds that sail the skies,
In the singing and the dancing,
In the silence for the whys—
 
There’s that throb that slows and quickens.
It’s in rivers and in veins.
It’s the pulse of tides and heartbeats—
And of droughts that yield to rains.
 
As the moon has all its phases,
As the sunsets twin with dawns,
There is birth and death and in-between
For the emperors and pawns.
 
******
 
I have loved and been rejected;
Been touched by fire and ice.
How sweet is human virtue;
How bitter, human vice!
 
I have seen the stars in myriad.
I have seen them in your eyes.
How many are the beings born
For every one that dies?
 
Did I meet you in another life?
Did I part from you in pain?
We have met and walked together—
And I know we’ll meet again.
 
2022, May 10^th, Tue.
Brooklyn, New York