Monday, December 30, 2013
Kaler Phondi
Kaler Phondi
Nodir dhare, chaeae boxe, jhilik dekhechi jo`ler,
Bo`rxa kale, xunechi dure kalo megher dak.
Karkhanate korechi cakri, xunechi go`rjon ko`ler.
Jo`njale xexe ahar khu~ji, t’hokrae kager jha~k.
Dupur be`lae, gache ut’he, per’echi peara, am.
Pata bhenge, xu~khechi to`khon brikkher xugo`ndho.
Xo`horer base, xu~khechi po`re dizel dhoa, gham.
Pulix theke pet’ani khe-e, karagare hoechi bo`ndo.
Cher’echi ga~e, poe`xar kho~je, xo`kol poribar.
Pe-echi cit’hi, ke~dechi dukkhe, roechi kajer bondi.
Pat’hiechi t’aka, maxer xexe, khet’e khet’e protibar,
Hariechi tobu, xo`bare ami – ei to kaler phondi.
Moner dukkhe, baki kichu t’aka d’obai xexe xo`b,
Pagol hoe, kajer xexe, nexae khu~ji mukti.
Nexar ghume, mrito priyo exe ko`re ko`loro`b.
Nexa cher’e, matha khure, xuni xei ba~car jukti.
******
Mone po`re bar-bar, jo`nmo jekhane.
Trene-base bhabi kal phirbo xekhane.
Bhexe jae maxgulo, boe jae bo`chor,
Kho`motar bhat’a axe – mojdur kator.
Ja kichu, gheme, kori tao rojkar,
Co`le na tate ar, kho`roc ajkar.
Ki kori, hae! Phirbo ki dexe?
Chai hoe, nodi die phire jabo xexe…
Ei bhebe, cher’e di cakri o maena.
Tao dekhi, xo`b cher’e, xanti-t’a paina.
Gho`r theke rastae – bhik mangi khidete.
Khali pet’e durbo`l – xue pori mat’ite.
Pulix exe lathi mare, mare jore d’and’a.
Har gulo ge`lo bhabi. Rat bo`ro t’hand’a.
Xonar ei banglae, hirer juger cihnno –
“Kaj kho~jo!” bo`le e`k, do`ea-maea bhinno.
Xombar, 30e D’isembar, xo`kal 3:10
Benso`nharst’, Bruklin, Niu Io`rk
Sunday, December 29, 2013
Coping with Illness and Dying
Coping with Illness and Dying
When we’re sick and full of
woes
And fighting our despair,
Will we think of better times –
And burdens better bear?
Or will such memories be lost –
Or if remembered, then
Be yet more grief, because we
know
We won’t be well again?
Some bear a grievous illness
lightly,
Others groan at colds.
A patient’s truly patient,
while
Another only scolds.
We see a woman, ailing, tend
Her husband, though she sinks –
And still, her spouse yet more
demands –
And of her, rarely thinks...
How easy it might be to judge
Another, yet we know
That there are depths we
cannot plumb,
Beneath the storms that blow.
And yet, it’s true – that
qualities
We nurture, over years,
Express themselves, for all to
see,
When mortal ending nears.
2013 December 29th,
Sun., 6:08 pm
2nd floor, McDonald’s
Restaurant
86th Street and 20th
Avenue
Bensonhurst, Brooklyn
Friday, December 27, 2013
Spirits
Spirits
When, in the past, I've wandered in the
woods,
That still remain upon these western
lands,
It seemed a lurking, phantom figure
watched –
And when I turned, would hide behind a
tree.
At times, it seemed to be a wandering
child,
Who still was looking for its parents,
gone –
At times, an elder, slow to move away,
At times, a furtive woman – or a man.
And were they real – or my
imaginings,
The workings of a conscience not yet
stilled,
I do not know – but since we're
spirits all,
Perhaps I sensed my fellow beings past.
I even found, by chance, beside a
stream,
A footprint – shaped like a
moccasin's sole, it was.
And feathers, I have found – and
shells on strings,
And bits of cloth with patterns faded,
worn.
But all of these might be explained
away –
But not that sudden prickling of the
skin,
That ancient warning from the times
when we
Had still such hairs as could enlarge
our size.
And in my life, in things more
personal,
With those I cherished soon to pass
away,
I've felt a warning, strong and clear
like fact,
But which I still, from reason, had
ignored.
So there are organs, that we still
possess,
That sense, like present, future things
and past –
And plumb such distances, as senses
five,
That we acknowledge, simply couldn't
span.
But though we've parts connected to the
whole,
Those parts are not possessed of human
speech.
Like mutes, they warn by gesture and by
touch,
But disappear, like phantoms, when we
turn.
But surely, we can hear without our
ears,
Be sensitive to subtle messages –
And those so clearly strong, which
logic says
Cannot be right – and yet so often
are.
In Iceland, people still believe in
elves.
Perhaps we too should hark to spirit
folk,
For what they whisper, fading in and
out,
If each would hear, we all might profit
much.
2013
December 27th, Fri.
Bensonhurst,
Brooklyn
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Resurrection
Resurrection
It’s said1 that, close to solstice, Jesus, born
To Mary, lay
within a manger, there
In
Bethlehem, in ancient Palestine.
It’s also
written in the Gospels that,
At Easter,
he was crucified – and then,
From where
he lay, he rose – as Christ, reborn.
And is this
true or not? I cannot say.
So many
myths and truths have mated, mixed,
With men,
who’re born to women, turned divine…
But resurrection
is an ancient theme –
And one, in
which we gladly would believe.
We harvest
seeds, from plants that die, yet live.
And each who
dies has left a seed behind,
Be it from
loins issued or from mind.
And if that
grows or not, depends on soil.
But water,
air and sunlight too, it needs.
And if these
all are granted, lo, behold –
As Jesus
rose from dying, so does each.
2013 December 25th, Wed.
Gregorian Christmas Day
Brooklyn, New York
Note:
1. The actual day, month and even year of Jesus’ birth is unknown. From the accounts in the Gospels, it was during a season when shepherds were still out with their flocks and a census was being conducted. If the climate in Palestine was similar to that which now prevails there, with cold, drizzly winters and temperatures occasionally dipping below freezing, this points to a season other than winter, thus excluding December.
So the choice of December 25th (which currently falls on the Gregorian January 7th in the uncorrected Julian calendar still followed by the Orthodox churches) may have been a compromise with paganism, or a co-opting of the pagan winter-solstice festival.
Similar accommodations mark much of traditional Christianity, including the core belief in Jesus’ resurrection and divinity. So this Christianity may be thought of as a confluence of Hellenic (more generally, Indo-Perso-European) cultural and religious outlooks, beliefs and customs with those of the monotheist Hebraic stream.
The latter may be represented, somewhat more faithfully, by current Orthodox Judaism and much of Sunni Islam. Some Protestant branches of Christianity moved, during and after the Reformation, closer to these and away from Catholic and Orthodox (including Armenian, Coptic and Ethiopian) Christianity, as well as most other previously dominant Christian Church traditions.
Gregorian Christmas Day
Brooklyn, New York
Note:
1. The actual day, month and even year of Jesus’ birth is unknown. From the accounts in the Gospels, it was during a season when shepherds were still out with their flocks and a census was being conducted. If the climate in Palestine was similar to that which now prevails there, with cold, drizzly winters and temperatures occasionally dipping below freezing, this points to a season other than winter, thus excluding December.
So the choice of December 25th (which currently falls on the Gregorian January 7th in the uncorrected Julian calendar still followed by the Orthodox churches) may have been a compromise with paganism, or a co-opting of the pagan winter-solstice festival.
Similar accommodations mark much of traditional Christianity, including the core belief in Jesus’ resurrection and divinity. So this Christianity may be thought of as a confluence of Hellenic (more generally, Indo-Perso-European) cultural and religious outlooks, beliefs and customs with those of the monotheist Hebraic stream.
The latter may be represented, somewhat more faithfully, by current Orthodox Judaism and much of Sunni Islam. Some Protestant branches of Christianity moved, during and after the Reformation, closer to these and away from Catholic and Orthodox (including Armenian, Coptic and Ethiopian) Christianity, as well as most other previously dominant Christian Church traditions.
Death – II
Death – II
I looked upon you, Death, and this I saw –
You too were
serving, cog on turning wheel.
But since
your duty seemed the darkest kind,
I asked you
if you did resent or mind.
You
answered, “No. For every life I take,
Another then
is born. And though they cry,
The born do
know that they, in turn, will die.
And often, I
bring mercy – of escape.”
How
torturous life would be, if not for Death…
How much
more suffering, that sees no end…
So Death indeed
is Mercy, though we feel
He robs us,
sans remorse, whom he lets live…
******
And yet, and
yet – when robbed of those we love,
When left
abandoned, in our disarray,
How much we
wish that we could turn and say,
“You’ve come
too early. Give us yet awhile.”
There’s
shock and grief – and both may be delayed.
For each
must cope – and some have duties grave.
And yet,
when Death has done his work and left,
Who then can
truly cope – or then be brave?
For Death is
final. There is no return.
And all that’s
left is grief and memory.
And Death
may come when we expect him least.
And none can
hide, nor ask him for relief.
2013 December 25th, Wed.
Brooklyn, New York
Brooklyn, New York
Death
http://thedailypoet.blogspot.com/2013/06/death.html
To Free It
To Free It
For some, it's womanizing – and some women frequent bars.
And others yet might while their time in starting bloody wars.
For some, it's all their gadgets – and for some, it's devil-drink.
In gambling, by so many names, some others, fortunes sink.
But my addiction started on a leave from a job I had.
It started pleasantly enough but grew to be really bad.
And soon, I realized this – and I saw it getting worse.
But though I tried to stop, I couldn't cease from writing verse.
I wonder whether I will ever once again be sober,
Whether my intoxication will, at last, be over.
I wonder whether I will walk – and sighting cloud or tree,
Restrain myself , on hearing verse that's yearning to be free.
I wonder what's the sense of all the work I do each day,
And all the weekend verse I type that will be thrown away.
At least for one I get a check – and students (some) may profit,
Versifying? Who is there, with a high opinion of it?
For I can write my verses till I meet my mortal end,
At all their gravity, at courts of poetry, pretend.
But most of what I write would make the master poets laugh.
And every village has its rhymes, beside which mine are chaff.
For who can match a Wordsworth or an Omar at their best?
And only when I'm gone will what I write have passed its test.
But should we try, in verses, to compete or to excel?
And should I only write a line and wait – for time to tell?
You know that I have written much, but little that's of worth.
And yet I write – and will perhaps, until I'm one with earth.
For every bard, whose songs are rarely sung, may still aspire
For precious lines, that she has birthed, to live, though she expire.
For truly, just as parents rear a child and then release it,
So also, poets nurse a line, but only so's to free it.
And so it is, I do believe, with all creative labor,
We only wish to let it go, whose joy of birth, we savor.
And though, for every poem, I can point to woe or season,
So every gambler has his hope – and every drunkard, reason.
But all around, I see the folk I cherish blow like leaves.
No child some leave, except the ones, in which a poet believes.
2013 December 23rd, Mon.
(1st, 2nd, 4th & final stanzas added Dec. 25)
Brooklyn, New York
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Colder
Colder
And all, who
do not bundle up, will freeze,
Unless they
either are content or forced
To huddle
where there’s heat enough to thaw.
And some
will find this bracing. Others curse.
And others
yet will bear with it with grace.
But some
will falter – fall, as winter’s staff
Lays low the
feeble or unwary ones.
For ice and
concrete are a lethal mix,
A cruel trap that's set. An elder’s bones
Can rarely
stand the impact of a fall
Upon that
surface, polished, slick and hard.
And others
start to sneeze and cough and then
To take to
beds – or struggle still to work.
And some
recover. Others worsen, die.
And so it’s
been, whenever winter comes.
******
From harsher
climates, roared the Mongols, Huns
And all the
murderous tribes that ravished lands
Where
others, far more docile, grew their grain.
So empires
fell and others rose in place.
And yet, how
varied are the winter’s folk –
From Inuit
to Norse to Kalmyk clans –
And at the
southern tip of western lands,
The Patagonians
of the fire and ice.
And here, in
New York City, we’ve a taste
Of what the
Amerindians bore, in moccasins.
But being by
the world-encircling sea,
We’re spared
the rigors of the lands within.
But as I
hunch my shoulders, bending down
And pulling hood
and cap yet tighter ‘round my head,
I realize I’m
walking here within
A zone that’s
colder than my freezer is.
******
No primate,
save perhaps the yeti, which
May well be
more of fable than of fact,
Has ventured
where the nakedest of apes
Has gone –
and even settled, in its arc.
Does climate
shape a culture? Surely, yes.
The ones
that grew in milder, coastal climes
Have
features that are different from those
That dealt
with winters cold or summers harsh.
But scratch
an Eskimo or Fuegan and
You’ll find
a bonobo that longs for warmth.
And Viking
women, pale from the sunless past,
Will shiver
still from cold and strip for sun.
So those with means escape the winter’s cold
And soak in warmth on sunlit tropic isles.
But workers
here must venture out to work,
And back again, in freezing cold and dark.
2013 December 24th, Tue.
Bensonhurst, Brooklyn
Bensonhurst, Brooklyn
Monday, December 23, 2013
Sunshine Might Be Coming By
Sunshine Might Be Coming By
The skies
are gray, with drizzling rain.
The cold
that’s left will come again.
And that’s
the bane of northern climes
That all
must bear – though some complain.
Yet one, who
lives in tropic lands
With
palm-trees tall and coral sands,
Of summer’s
sweltering heat complains
And cooler temperatures
demands.
I wonder,
whether there’s a clime
That’s cool
enough in wintertime
And pleasant
still in summers too.
So
wondering, I might end my rhyme.
But I have
learned there’s such a place
That’s
suited to the human race,
Where
seasons all are temperate –
As climates
go, a shining ace.
I sometimes,
in my dreams, ascend
To where it
seems that spring won’t end,
Where in
December flowers bloom,
On which the
hummingbirds depend.
But that is
there and I am here,
With drizzling
rain – but spirit sere,
With winter’s
cold about to surge,
And springtime’s
blooming far from near.
So I can
either sit and mope
Or with the
gray and drizzling cope –
Of season’s
cruelties complain
Or shrug –
and for some sunshine hope.
On venturing
in the rain, I spy
A patch of
blue in the cloudy sky.
And so I
smile. I’ve learned to flow –
And sunshine
might be coming by.
2013 December 23rd, Mon.
Brooklyn, New York
Saturday, December 21, 2013
Reprieve--II
Reprieve – II
It's spring-like weather here in New York City.
Pedestrians open heavy winter coats.
A night of rain has left some curdled clouds,
But elsewhere there's a sky of baby blue.
A seagull sails across – and little birds
Have perched upon a tree. They tweet and sing.We watch, at solstice, Nature's sly burlesque –
December strutting like she still was May.
******
I'd thought the songbirds all had fled, but now
I wonder where their little nests are hid.
At winter's start, official, this reprieve
Unsettles me. I can't find rhyming words.
And yet, it's solstice – so this shortest day
Is ending, yielding to the longest night.
A golden sun is sinking in the west
And painting, warm, the walls – as sun does best.
How many days like this has Brooklyn seen,
When winter teases men with show of spring...
But three more months of cold and dark remain,
Till April comes, at last, with true relief.
******
And if some say, "You're fighting Nature." then
I would reply, "For sure, I've failed to flow.
I wait, impatient, for the days like this.
But you are free to take delight in snow."
For soon enough, we will be blanketed.
And white, pristine, will turn to gray and black.
And some may still be smiling then – at that.
But I'll stay grim until the equinox.
2013 December 21 Sat.
Brooklyn
Friday, December 20, 2013
Delousing Time
Delousing Time
So Christmas
comes – and brings, to some, relief.
When schools
are closed, the teachers then can sleep,
And so
indeed can students – quite a few,
Who stayed
up nights on all the items due.
And workers,
where there’s simply Christmas, might
Enjoy,
perhaps, a bit more rest at night.
But sadly, Commerce
rules. As Christmas comes,
Along with
carols, hark – the sound of drums!
They’re
calling out to shoppers – “Come and buy!
Consume,
consume – and never question why!”
And so you'll
see the parents, haggard, seek
For gizmos. Shopping’s not for those who’re weak.
Thanksgiving,
once, was a holiday from jobs,
Except for
those who cooked for their nabobs.
But now, we
see the stores are open wide.
And at their
gates – beware, the human tide!
And so with
Christmas. As the solstice nears
And passes,
we’re besieged with nibbling fears.
So Christmas
too becomes a time for worry.
The ones who
profit never say they’re sorry.
But still,
we’re happy, those who teach at schools,
Who’re
treated, through their working lives, like fools.
A week or
more to rest, to clean the house,
Do catch-up work
and also – to delouse…
For though
our schools have long been human mills,
They test
yet more our patience, souls and wills.
And infestations
grow within our minds,
Whose
purging now proceeds, as each unwinds.
So Christmas
is delousing time for us,
When teachers
breathe – and in their instincts trust.
And then,
till June, we’ll labor. Lice will breed –
And on our
souls, till summer, bite and feed.
Whoever
engineered this servitude,
Should now
be blessed with true beatitude.
Let Bloombergs
grow yet richer, every day.
“We’ll work
yet harder!” grateful workers say.
We labor for our students, yet we ask,
Who profits most from every thankless task?
Our students – or the ones who want them herded?
I'll whisper now... So tell me, if you heard it.
;-)
We labor for our students, yet we ask,
Who profits most from every thankless task?
Our students – or the ones who want them herded?
I'll whisper now... So tell me, if you heard it.
;-)
2013 December 20th, Friday
Brooklyn, New York
Comments are welcome. Please see below.
Thursday, December 19, 2013
Monua in Boston (revised)
Monua in Boston (revised)
My
sister told me how, in her college days,
She’d
traveled from South Hadley, a satellite
Of
Amherst town, to busy Boston, where,
One
winter’s eve, she waited for a bus –
And
everyone that passed by, in that cold
And
sullen night, seemed wrapped in such a fog
That
none could see through it. For each was
trapped,
It
seemed to her, within a private hell.
How much
of this was she, and how much they,
Those
strangers, passing, in that urban cold,
My
sister – born to sun, of sky and heart,
I do not
know – for this, she did not tell.
But what
she saw were tense expressions – frowns,
That
lack of recognition, which our towns
Impose
on those who yield. And this extends
To all
around, as if all else were dead.
But this
much, I can now surmise, with sight
That I
then lacked – that she perhaps was wise,
From isolations
that I’d never known,
And so
could see, how troubled were those souls,
So
locked within themselves – and round and round
In
endless circles of frustration bound,
With
self consuming self, without an out
From
friendship, love, or care for what’s without…
It is
this isolation – the living grave
Of urban
life within efficient towns,
Where
human contact and affections are
Redundant
– where so many daily live
As
jackals lone, whom Nature made as dogs –
That
leads, I think, to higher suicide rates
In
Scandinavia, where the Vikings live
In
indoor warmth, in winters cold and dark.
They
lack, perhaps, that rawest sustenance
That
humans give, to others of their kind,
By their
demands and their annoying ways
Which
draw us out of selves – and into sun.
And if
we see this, in the truest light,
We will
not turn away, although our souls
May need a refuge, finding deep delight
In
quietness – as in a silent night.
How much of this, my sister had surmised,
How much she hadn’t, only she could tell,
Who told me, Boston seemed a rung of hell.
I’m sure Bostonians might, at this, object.
And one experience, on a winter’s eve,
Should not be used to beat a city down.
But this I know, what Monua then perceived,
Had left its scar.
I heard – and I believed.
For Boston’s just a marker. What she saw,
We all might see in cities ‘round the world.
Wherever men and women take to heart
The dictates of the demon-engine, there
We find the blight that rots us from within.
It leaves us sickened, faces turned to masks,
As each is writhing in what Dante scribed –
A place infernal, though we walk on earth.
Babui
(Arjun) Janah
2006
June 4th, Sun.Berkeley, California
(revised & with the last two stanzas added,
2013 Dec. 19th, Thu., Brooklyn, New York)
In Memoriam
Monua Janah
1959 – 2004
Note on pronunciation: My late sister’s name, Monua,
has, in Bangla (Bengali), three smoothly joined and almost evenly stressed syllables,
Mo-nu-a, with the three vowels being as in English “gold” (but shorter),
“put” (but slightly longer) and “arm” (but shorter).
The first vowel gets, usually, just a slight
emphasis – through a bit more of duration and loudness. Since the last two vowels form a smooth diphthong,
her name might also be thought of as having just two syllables, Mo-nua,
with the “u” being, however, a distinct short “u”, (as in “put”) not a “w”.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Walking Home
Walking Home
The trees, now skeletal, with snow-draped limbs,
Are reaching towards a darkest-violet sky.
And in that sky, the moon is shining full,
With Jupiter, resplendent, by her side.
When all the madness of the day is done
And I am walking home in deep fatigue,
I see these wondrous things and then am touched
By that which gives me just a bit of peace.
How many, as they travel homeward, see
The trees, the sky with clouds and moon and stars,
And so return, for just a little while,
To that which was – and will for longer be…
If only those like me could call aloud
Or silently, to others, “Do desist!
For what you do is madness. Stop and be.”
But all we do instead is breathe awhile.
I wonder, if the city’s lights were dimmed,
Would zombies wake and then, in reverence,
Beneath the deep, return to life again,
Or would they, fearing looters, reach for guns?
Let’s leave them be. Come walk awhile with me.
No words are needed – just the sky, the trees,
That shining moon, that planet jewel-bright.
Who still needs more, let them demented be.
2013 December 18th, Wed. 8:26 pm,
Bensonhurst, Brooklyn
On Humankind
On Humankind
Some go
through life in primal innocence,
With faith
in humankind and simple trust,
With naught
of malice, wishing good for all
And working,
always, not for self alone.
But others
center life on narrow self
Or else on
just another one or more,
And look on
all the rest with veiled contempt,
Suspicion,
envy, even spiteful hate.
And there
are those who may be in-between,
And so may
view themselves as balanced, sane.
And this may
be, and most of humankind
Will surely
live their lives in such a way.
But there
are those, and only in our race,
Whose work
consumes them whole, with little left
To show
there lived a being there before,
Of woman
born, with mortal needs and dues.
And some of
these have talents they display
Or destinies
they seem to labor through,
And others
profit from their work – or not.
And some
work selflessly, in servitude.
And only
humans have such psychopaths
As murder
wantonly, with some in jail
But others
living grand in palaces.
And only
humans bow, to tyrants, deep.
So dense
upon the ground are humans that
We have
among us predators and prey –
And much of
written history is that
Of how the
former ruled the latter kind.
And humans
have their saints and ogres too,
And angel
beings still are everywhere,
If only one
has eyes to see these folk,
Who humbly
work for little recompense.
We humans
crave each others’ company
But also
treasure much our solitude.
And in our
times, we see, in this, extremes.
And this
perhaps is from pathology.
For surely,
we have turned towards insane,
And all
around us, this is clearly seen.
So wars –
and all the races, right to hell,
Appear as
destiny, although it’s us.
But having
said all this, I still must say,
That though I've
lived for long among my kind,
I yet have
much to learn, am puzzled much…
I’ve only
learned, for sure, humility.
2013 December 18th, Wed. 5:43 am
Bensonhurst, Brooklyn
Bensonhurst, Brooklyn
Monday, December 16, 2013
On Such a Night – II
On Such a Night – II
It’s winter
and the snow is on the ground.
It’s winter and
the trees are standing bare –
Except for
conifers, whose darkened forms
Are draped
with star-like lights as Christmas nears.
It’s winter
and I’m walking home at night.
And though
it’s freezing, since the wind is down,
I’m snug in
layers, topped with hoods and caps,
And warm
from trundling home my daily load.
The solstice
nears – and nights are long indeed,
But all
tonight is still and wonderful.
And even I,
who longs for tropic balm,
Am walking
slow, by winter’s spell entranced.
It’s winter
and the night is cold and clear.
A moon, near
full, is shining in the sky.
Ah – on such
a night, I’d like to breathe
The heady
air – and then to quietly die.
Sunday, December 15, 2013
Who Profits?
Who Profits?
In the mathematics, that we learned at school,
We could be sure that two-plus-two was four,
And when we measured, in the physics lab,
The strength of “g”, we found that it was so.
But in our lives, and even more in what
We read and hear – and even watch on-screen,
There seems far less of certainty. Indeed,
We couple true and false in ways obscene.
How simple is the sly and easy lie,
How facile are the ones that lead to war!
Our falsehoods, oft repeated, stand as truth.
Homo mendax – that is who we are.
So how can we then disentangle facts
From all the myths in which they tangled lie?
I do not know, but this I surely do –
For every falsehood, there's a reason why.
And for the sake of brevity, let's say,
Before believing what we haven't seen,
“Who profits from this 'fact' and our belief?”
Let's ask – so we're not led to where we've been.
But should we then be cynics in all things?
The things we see for selves, before our eyes,
We can believe, if we have eyes to see.
All else is suspect, often being lies.
But then, there's heart, which now is ridiculed.
And some have hardened theirs and some have not.
With senses, heart and logic we proceed.
For in the end, that's all that we have got.
But as we learn yet more disturbing facts,
For which we often have no strength or time,
The picture takes a shape we draw ourselves,
That's closer to the truth than all my rhyme.
2013 December 15th, Sun.
Bensonhurst, Brooklyn
Not I
Not I
The sky is dark – and it is snowing.
The winter's here, with blizzards blowing.
We walkers crawl along the streets,
From Brooklyn's usual briskness, slowing.
The knifing wind is iced and chilly,
Sure to numb a jogger's willie.
But, of runners, there are none.
Haste would now be really silly.
But cars, that race on roads, are seen.
We hear their sluicing – loud, obscene.
It seems this season still can't hinder
Those who must, in cars, careen.
I shiver now in sad defeat,
While watching where I put my feet.
The memories of falls I've had
Remind me – I should be discreet.
For ice, that's glazed on hard cement,
To those, who walk, is inclement.
It slyly waits and slips the weary,
Laughing then at the incident.
And now I have to cross the street,
As snow and rain combine in sleet.
It's better, yes, than freezing rain.
I slip and slide on sneakered feet.
A car, at speed, does cruising go.
It sprays me with the slush and snow.
I wipe the stuff away from glasses,
Hear a honk and jump towards shore.
I land, instead, within the gutter,
Stumble, fall – and curses mutter.
My socks are soaked, I'm bruised and hurting.
Passers smirk at words I utter.
I'd rather dangle from a rafter
Than bear another season after
Autumn. Yet, while I am sulking,
I hear, behind me – raucous laughter.
It's a trio – youth and maidens,
Striding, all, in cheery cadence,
Smiling, laughing... So does Wisdom
Tell the cheerless, “See? Have patience!”
For that, which makes me sad and tearful,
Clearly makes these others cheerful.
While I shiver, cold and lonesome,
They are marching, warm and beer-full.
So, says Wisdom, “You're dejected,
As Fall is by this Beast ejected.
But watch, how those, of Nordic tempers,
By laughing, easily deflect it.”
And so, although I still am peeved,
With effort, I have this achieved:
I've postponed, awhile, my hanging,
Thinking one might be bereaved...
And just as mortals, born, must die,
So this season too will fly.
And some will laugh this winter through.
And some will smile or shrug. Not I.
I trudge along, upon my way,
And though I'm far from waxing gay,
I still take solace in this fact:
December is. But then, there's May.
2013 December 14th, Sat.
Brooklyn
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